No Home Sweet Home

It's been a few months since I last posted about the house. No house, yet. Not sure why God is telling us it's not the right time, but I think Chris and I are finally getting the picture. We hate renting...it sucks. We WANT to buy a house to eventually start a family, but that's the thing...we WANT. Maybe it's not what we need right now. We need to pay off our couch and love seat and at least get Chris some new shoes. He has literally wore the soles out of them. As for renting, I hate having a driveway with poo on it some days, but they have gotten better about cleaning it up. Jaxon is well adjusted and I would hate to disrupt him again. :) We thought maybe the 3rd time would the charm on the house, but our gut feeling is just telling us that it's not the right time. I hate to say it, but I believe we were trying to "keep up with the Jones'". Instead, we need to be keeping up with the Johns'...and our bills and eliminating debt. We (or at least I) have been comparing ourselves to other young couples and thinking, "They have this and that, so...why can't we?" God quickly corrects us and tell us, "You don't need this right now." It's just so hard to forget what you need. We went to the beach the other week and as we sat there, we noticed all of the seagulls feeding on the little minnows in the shallow water. Chris made the observation that God provides everything for them, food, shelter, everything, so why do we worry about where we will be living and our money? As long as we give back to God and trust in Him, He will provide. That has been a constant reminder of where we stand and where He wants us: to stand still and listen to Him.

Home Sweet Home

We are now in the market to buy a home. We are just not sure exactly where God wants us, but we are willing to openly explore our options. It's really weird how you really don't have any intentions on doing something and God totally turns it around on you. We were, I guess, getting comfortable renting and throwing our money away willingly. Yea, crazy, huh? Don't get me wrong, but we like having a place to live that actually decent and halfway affordable, but why not invest a little extra into something that would actually be ours? We won't have fight over parking with other neighbors or hear what sounds like elephants upstairs above us from the other tenants. We also won't have to worry about stepping a huge pile of dog poo where our loving neighbors above us (who walk like elephants) are too lazy to clean up their dang dog's poo. At least invest in a pooper scooper, geez. I also would like an indoor laundry room. My entire life, I have either had to put on shoes or bundle up in order to go out the door and to the laundry room to do clothes. Please, Lord, please bless me with an indoor laundry room. Other amenities that we would like would be a lovely fenced-in backyard where Jaxon Bo and Loui could run. Ah, how glorious that would be. And also, a full-sized dishwasher; oh yes, that would be wonderful, too! Goodness, I'm getting excited. I must calm down and not be too picky...

I just pray that everything works out the way it is supposed to be. That is all.

Together

"For where two or three come together in my name, I am there with them." ~ Matthew 18:20

Marriage is a new journey, and we have learned so much about each other within the past 3, almost 4, months. This being said, there is so much more to be learned about each other. For example, I must learn how to express my feeling more instead of just assuming that Chris knows what I'm feeling. He can read me very well, but I'm just not used to expressing those feelings. He has gotten better and shows his feeling a lot more than I do! That surprises me about a man, but that just proves to me that he is one heck-of-a-man. I look at Chris everyday and see this amazing man that I am in just awe of. I was reading my purpose driven connection today I get in my email, and it said, "until you realize that you and your mate were placed together for God's purposes, then your marriage will be difficult." Wow. This thought has run through my mind before, but I guess it just took reading it to really sink in. God has a wonderful plan for everything. I look back and realize all the trials and wonderful times Chris and I have had together and it hits me that God knows exactly what our plans are, even if we don't. God knew that Chris and I were meant to be together and has worked us and allowed us to grow together in Him so that when we are growing in our marriage our love for Christ would be amplified!

God is great! Everyday just amazes us and makes our love grow for Him even more!

Blogging about something that I can't blog about.

Loads of things have been happening lately...including some not so good things going on around here involving other people. How can people so cruel? Just the accusations are cruel. Geez. It just makes me think how precious life really is and the plans that God truly has for us. I really can't pinpoint my feelings and wrap my brain around this, but just to know that God knows what will happen, good or bad, is His will alone. Not mine or anyone elses.